Stress everywhere

Stress, I once said to you that please don't come back anymore. But then, your here again, bringing a burden to me. When will you leave me? I know I'm only not the one whom you visits to but, will you please, please, even just for a day, stay away from me. I already miss being BORED, RELAXED and AT EASE. I just made this blog for me to at least lessen the feeling I have in here. Actually, you're not the only problem I have. There are lots of problems I am facing right now, but I tend to SURPASS them because of God, my savior, my ALL. Tomorrow will be another day for me, I hope my day would be NICE AND HAPPY. Please!

Meet my new friends..

Before the day of our recognition, I met my new friends namely, DIANNE KATHRYN BRIOSOS DATU AND DANIELLE LAUREN REYES SUMAGUI. I can't believe that we will be close like this until now. I knew many things about them, we shared many stories that now, i can call them, my BESTFRIENDS!

Dianne, my ruffles was the first who met me. We met in facebook. We became bestfriends (I consider her one). I can't believe it! I'm just passing through her last year whenever we meet. But now, I am always with her, especially last summer, She is always at my place and we always bond! I knew many things from her. For just 4 months of knowing each other, I knew her life, what she wants, her favorites, EVERYTHING! until now, she is one of my bestfriends.

Danielle, or should I call dane. We also met in facebook. We became close because of yahoo messenger and text. I also knew many things about her. She is so funny and I also consider her one of my bestfriends. Although last summer, we didn't meet and we only communicate through ym and text, I think we are already close.

I am so happy to meet my two everloving bestfriends. Now, i can say that Short time is not a hindrance of a good friendship :)

So Sweet of Him, I was Flattered

I have a 6th grade "service mate" who "likes" me in some point since when he was in 1st grade. It was kind of weird.:)). I don't like him. Even though I kept shoving him away, he was still so nice and kind to me.:">. Today, inside our service, we were making fun of him. He suddenly told us he was taken. I was shocked. I never thought someone would really fall for him:)). (I am so bad. sorry:[). Anyways, I asked him "mas maganda ba yan sakin?".:)) I was only joking of course. :). He said "Hindi ah. Cute nga siya pero mas maganda ka pa rin.Ikaw kaya first crush ko". Wow. I was i don't know.Yeah. Maybe flattered because even though he already has a girlfriend, he does not forget me. Thanks so much to you.:)

Missed What I Shouldn't Miss

Ugh. I totally hate myself. I'm so stupid. Well, let me rephrase.. i WAS so stupid. only for this night. Gawd. It was already there. This morning i felt so useless because of MANY particular things. And now, i feel stupid. :|. Why do I have to feel this way. After all, I shouldn't care anymore. But, I still do. I can't explain what I feel right now, a while ago and how I feel everyday. This is just sad.

Looking at the brighter side, many things have improved. I'm not that NERVOUS?( WTF?!) now than last..hmm. Let's just say last time. I felt good actually. The breeze was cool and was rushing towards me. The sky was dark there were no stars yet I saw light. (???). This just an effin' stupid day. I hate the feeling of AWKWARDNESS. "Sana wala na lang ganitong emotion.:|" I can't be myself because of that damn feeling. All this time I hid myself behind a mask. :|.

I don't want this day to end but I want the feeling (awkwardness) to slip away.

=I know You gave me this opportunity. I am sorry because I wasted it. I missed THE TIME OF MY LIFE :((.=

Why

Been so confused for quite a while. My mind can't still make a choice. Well, same goes for my heart. For him, "if ever you're in my arms again, this time I'll LOVE YOU MUCH BETTER" and for him, "bakit nga ba MAHAL KITA kahit DI PINAPANSIN ANG DAMDAMIN KO?" lastly, for both, " CAN'T LET GO ITS TOO STRONG". I just can't get over them. What did I see in them? Why did he let go of me? Why can't he love me? Why does every moment has to be so hard? :(

Love Deeply

Infatuated or in love? Am I stuck between puppy love and true love and convinced that it is true love?hmmmm. Well, I guess I am infatuated yet, I do believe that infatuation leads to love :]. I just opened my facebook account this morning. I had a lot of notifications. I noticed the "Daily Inspirational Quote Application". So I opened it. My result was "LOVE DEEPLY". I just smiled and wondered when I saw the result. Love Deeply.. As I kept on repeating that result. 3 questions popped out of my mind.

1. Who will I love deeply?
2. Why will I love him deeply?
3. Am I not loving deeply?

That result really mixed my heart and my mind up.

:( :| :) =(( :X :">

What a day.CLEMENT gogo! wow.what a success.thank you Lord!haha.grabehh..

Woooo.had to attend lots of seminars.so sad i missed the EMOTIONAL MATURITY SEMINAR:((. Infatuated or in love? Infatuation will develop into love:)).somehow.. grabeh.

Seminar Workshop on Creative Writing. very unexpected actually..:))..pero aun. got free food:)).. then comes CMLI practice..wow.lots of happennings. Well. At least nagsorry siya. Syempre.Ako mabait:)).I forgave him naman.May kwento pa ung isa dian. Grabeh..:)). What a BEAUTIFUL story my dear:))..

just wanna blog:)