The Battle

Why does the HEART always competes with the MIND? And the CONSCIENCE is stuck in the middle. Who will it follow? Mind always says " Focus! You NEED to do it! Stop thinking about it! Napupuno na ako sa kanya. Lagi mo na lang iniisip at pinoproblema yan. Don't stress yourself." But according to the heart "You will never be happy if you will do something you do not want to do. You will end up being sad and you will encounter more problems because of that. He is within me now. Matagal-tagal na rin kaming magkasama dito. Ngunit alam ko naman na hindi lang isa ang kasama ko dito. Nalilito ka at naiintindihan kita. I know you WANT him to be here forever. If you will do it. I would be broken. What if you can't mend me? What would happen to me? Your eyes will start pouring rains and I will always be broken. Be happy!." Isn''t it very confusing? "C'mon. Make a choice! How will I help you with your studies if you keep on thinking about that. Kawawa naman ako. Paulit-ulit kong iniisip yan. Alam mo bang pagod na ako?" ,said the mind, crying and so frustrated. "Hindi mo ba alam na nasasaktan ako araw-araw pero kayang-kaya kong tiisin yun. Ganun ko kasi siya pinapahalagahan. It't better to be hurt than to be unhappy and broken for the rest of your life." What if you tried your best to make a choice? Its very hard. You need to forget something/one that you don't want to forget. "I'm just trying to help.:)" once again the mind said. "So do I. We're not trying to pressure you. Sorry if we confuse you. " added the heart. The conscience understands everything now. It hasn't made a choice yet, but, at least they are all understanding each other.:)